I always had a passion to continue my studies, in whatever mode (classroom or distance learning), yet due to financial status i couldn't do it in early years. than after get married it seems like promises and hopes doesn't work out as how it is been promised. And we as ladies, will always have to be calm, patience and most importantly been organised in order to have a continuous relationship, fill with love. so my desire to continue studies when shattered not because anyone but me, and only me. Many of friends did advice me to continue my studies and they thought my better half is not allowing me. Well this is not true.
Since the very first day i told him my passion and desire to study, he is the only one whom encouraged me a lot by looking for advertisement, bringing me to each seminars regarding study continuing ,etc. but its just me whom lost my very freak mood (due to some freaking experiences which are assosiated with some freaking results) into it and regardless started to concentrate in buying house, settling down debt, get pregnant and having kids and the list goes on.
Than after a 8 years, i received a sms from Jobstreet regarding a seminar or more to be an open day at University Malaya on continuing studies. I was like ahh! wah! really! which this feelings brought me back my passion into studies. I told my hubby about it and he as always encouraged me to attend the seminar and if satisfied enroll on the spot.
So I went to the seminar, and surprisingly I was really glad by attending it, took some flyers and came home. Yet, on my way home, I started to post mortem my current situation as wife, mother and teacher and was thinking am I having all those capabilities to continue my studies. I started to ask myself can I do it?? Do I have the strength to continue and most importantly does my current financial status supportive? (ya you know ladies!! freaking mind so passionate to do something usefull in life and than took backsteps and thinking about family)
For my own surprise, mu hubby also been thinking the same issues, but in different way as if I enroll can he survive with kids!!( ahh! men) . But later he told me to enroll in the course, and continue my studies till the top most level that I can go, and he will always be the first person to support it. I was overwhelmed by his answers, felt so thankfull,happy and many more emotions which is cannot be explained!!
What more to be waited, I enrolled myself into UMCCED as a part timer doing EXECUTIVE DIPLOMA IN EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION. It was such a amazing experience to be felt with, to be in a campus, holding my offer letter, to a great path to gain knowledge and wisdom!!
Now its almost 2 months pass by and I'm still in shock, overwhelmed and happy each time I enter the class, being with my fellow classmates, doing discussion and most importantly gaining knowledge in various subject.
Now the exciting part doing assignments, I mean wow. such a great experiences for me to go through all books in the library, searching for journals, gathering info in how to do an assignments. Later once gather all the information there comes the best part typing it out. Ah there is it. All the time whenever I was browsing internet, watching Youtube my kids are not even bothered to look at me, but each time I clicked Words and started to type my twins will not only looking at me, but for my surprise they will be sits beside me since I'm sitting on the floor with my laptop.
The most interesting part is my son will hold my hands and fingers and ask to me continue my typing. While my daughter is sitting on my another lap. Can you imagine how does it looks like? My son on right lap and my daughter on the left lap, my son holding my hands long with fingers, and they already blocking my view on screen. And they will ask me continue my typing.
Do you really can imagine it?? my twins were really awsome. They don't bother me browsing internet, but they get excited when I'm typing. I did tried to do my typing during night time, which made the work become more complicated!! Hoping soon or later I will come out with a great solution to this issue and I could do my typing with peacefully. Till than eventhough this scenery makes me frusrated since I couldn't finish my work on that time, but I really enjoyed my twins action and reaction towards my works. I hope this love of them towards me will continue forever and ever!! LOVE YOU BABIES!
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